Illegal Drug Experimentation 4

Four people in our group have died already. Our captures are really efficient because the victims of their unnatural drug abuse were barely two seconds dead before they came in and toted them away to, what I assumed was the dissection table. I don't think I have ever been so disgusted with humanity in my life. Fear permeated the cage we were kept in to such a degree that sanity has practically flown out the window. Most can only shiver in a ball staring at nothing with glazed eyes. I'm not that scared but more unnerved. The Asian woman and I were practically the only ones that were still in the present and in our right mind.

She and I have been trying to communicate with each other and we've both picked up a bit of the others language. Its fun, passes the time, and takes our mind away from the atrocities that we witness here. Even though we both don't understand our languages enough to truly comprehend what we mean, we both understand one thing about the other. The will to survive and surmount this obstacle in our life with all we’ve got. In its own way that is enough reassurance from each other to support and keep us going to what appears to be an impossible goal. I also have to admit that this entire experience has brought me closer to God. It’s nice to know that the most powerful being in existence is guarding and keeping me safe. Some may say its just superstition, but honestly, who wouldn’t want to believe that an all powerful being was keeping them safe in this type of situation. I personally think my belief in Him could have gone south after being kidnapped if my mother hadn’t talked to me about how nothing can happen in our lives that we don’t want, and if something does happen we have an open door within ourselves somewhere, even if we don’t realize it. In other words, taking a 100% responsibility for my actions and life at all times.